I have been slow to write recently. I'm not exactly sure what is going on. I have felt simply dull for several days now. I wouldn't call it blue, not down, just dull, complacent, un-ernegized... Certainly no stirring passion for reaching toward Deity. I don't feel distant or disengaged from Him... just not compelled toward much of anything.

I can worship, pray, meditate, but it's just not that alive to me. I know that I'm just talking feelings here (or lack of them), but hey, I'm a feeling kind of guy.

I'm okay with where I'm at. I am aware that resting, reaching, and yet just accepting where I am is all part of the process, feelings or not. It's okay. But I like it better when I'm stirred, moved, empassioned, made alive and energized by the Spirit's presence, leading, and life within.

Ah dull heart, just wait. Your time will come again!

Comments

[Steve Bogner]

I know what you mean(!) And, the timing of your post and one at Flos Carmeli is very good, I think ( at http://floscarmeli.stblogs.org/archives/week_2004_05_02.html#014933 ).